Denying Uncontrolled

It was difficult
a realization uncontrolled
I wish I could take back
misspoken words of intoxication.

But I can’t deny
I want to hold you
I wish to share
It’s so unfair
Your heart’s locked gates
chained form my reach.

I feel I can’t move
stuck in tar pits
I’m bound to these feelings
and I’m overwhelmed.

Will you forgive me for my breech?
I’ve overstepped my bounds
and broken down
into a mess of pieces.